隨心 2005年08月13日
早前自己系沙田買左一個綿羊仔電話繩比自己。現在都叫有綿羊仔陪啦，可以睹物思人嘛！^^
最近我發現屋企有本“蘇民峰” 既 “二零零五年雞年運程”。迷信既我，當然拿起閱讀。原來鼠年今年真系有桃花運，但感情不穩定。唉！唔怪之得…:(要加強桃花運，就要佩戴兔仔。等我遲D買多個兔仔先。^^
我好迷信啊。:P
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隨心 2005年08月11日
今日過左好無聊既一日，因為我只系去過屋企附近既中文大學食午餐，而且仲系我第一次去。其實味道唔太差，不過唔算好食！嘿嘿，可能系我淹尖啦！
呢到既沙拉和甜品都系自己出去拿的，食多少都得。我最喜歡食甜品，但這裡的甜品就不太吸引喇！:P
隨心 2005年08月07日
昨晚我夢見Steven，所以早上一起床我就忍唔住立刻上黃大仙網頁求簽，問問我和他的姻原未來會發展成點。好彩出黎既結果同上次一樣都系好簽。(次次結果都差不多，證明黃大仙好準!)
從今天開始我會開開心心，等待美好的未來。^^
隨心 2005年07月31日
最近我的心情正常，但每到夜晚，心情必定低落。每晚都要哭哭才能入眠。唉！分手左13日喇！我都唔想甘！但我始终都系放唔低。每日都要send email给他先得。我仲未接受到分手既事實。系我心入面，他依然系我男朋友~_~。我知道系我固執，但呢一刻，等待系我唯一可以做。有限度既等待，都可以甜蜜既。我会等到他grad先再算。
最近我日日都戴住Steven送既心型necklace。真系好想我地可以心贴心。我日日抱住Seal Seal，结果比mummy话我甘大个人好似小妹妹甘玩公仔。我好想告诉mummy我锡Seal Seal既原因系Steven送乍！~_~”
久久没有更新diary。最近我好忙，但都做左好多野。我剪左hair，但唔系好满意。前面剪左碎yum，后面又剪得太短，我估我要一排先可以接受到。等到我接受左，我会影D相念。减肥后我都未影相。最近好似肥返少少，差唔多94邦。又要控制喇，肥返就惨:P
隨心 2005年07月30日
I didn’t update my diary for few days already. I can’t believe that my diary is still within top 10. It is the 12th days after I broke up with Steven. My mood is still very down. I still miss him so much. I still think of him all the time. His image keeps appear on my mind. I don’t think I can accept the truth of breaking up. I didn’t cry much, but I cry sometimes. My heart is still very sore. I don’t know what I can do about it. I lose his contact completely already. I know he will not contact me anymore. 
What I can do now is only waiting. I hope one day, maybe after he graduated, he will contact me again. This is my only hope. I dont know why I miss him so much. Maybe this is what we call faith.
Today I have lunch with my uncle. He knows abit about “seeing hand”, so he looked at my hand. After seeing my hand, he said I will get marry early. I dont know if it is true, but I wish to get marry early too. I like to be loved. I like to have my own family. I like to be protected. However, the one who I want to get marry with is only Steven. Will I marry the one who I dont love? Will I marry with Steven? I will wait for him, wait until I graduated. I hope the one who I get marry with in future is Steven.
隨心 2005年07月24日
我終於都打好和upload晒我同Steven既短信去我地既private zone，其實我地一想都有save低我地既短信既習慣。將呢D最後既短信都save埋，好頭好尾.整好之後我忍唔住看返晒我地以前所有既短信，點解開心快樂既日子會甘短暫?~_~
昨日不眠不休通宵達旦地織頸巾，但最後都未能完成。唯有今日繼續努力，最終都把頸巾係星期日前織好。其實呢條頸巾我計畫左好耐，打算聖誕節先送出，不過現在呢條頸巾可能成為一條永遠都不會送出的頸巾了。我對偏織的認識不深，只會用高低針法，所以我只能用有制的technique去設計頸巾的pattern，不過我就好喜歡呢個pattern。唔知道他會唔會喜歡呢:(
一切都完結了。明天要有新的開始。以後會點，就要看看天意喇!
一條永遠送不出的頸巾
2005/07/23
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